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Monday, July 29th, 2013

Posted by:jennnp.
Time:2:16 pm.
hello everyone,
 my name is jenn I'm 26yrs old 5'1ish and currently 87lbs.
i have anorexia(I have not seen a doctor about it)
i am currently TRYING to recover but without medical help.
i just recently admitted it to my husband ONLY.
The other day I broke down and just told him everything before I only told him a lil
but now he knows it all.he is supportive about it all but he doesn't understand what is going
on in my head.

my kik  is jparodi
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Thursday, December 18th, 2008

Subject:Speaking Out
Posted by:iamfatonline.
Time:1:16 am.

Hello there!

I have been living with/recovering from/relapsing into/battling through eating disorders for about 9 years now, and the climb is always uphill, with freedom and life my final goal, and reward.  When I was 16 I spent four months as an in-patient being "treated" for anorexia in a place I likened (and still do) to hell on earth.  When I was (mercifully) released and trying to pick up the pieces of my life I began assembling my journal entries and other rants and turned them into a novel, which would now --5 years later-- be considered "semi-autobiographical".  

In the new year I will be attempting to find an agent/publisher for the book, entitled I Am Fat, and as I had heard many horror stories about young writers fighting for their unmarked manuscripts I began trying to think of ways to get my book noticed.  One way I thought of was to create a website, with some background info on me, the project, and featuring some sample sections of the larger work.  My hope is that people (preferably lots of people: know anyone who might be interested?) will comment on the site, with a few words about the book or even just why stories like these need to be told.

Because they do need to be told.  The general public needs to understand more fully what living with an eating disorder is like for real people, without judgement, without hollywood glitz or media frenzy.  And people who are suffering --people like you and me-- need to know, remember and hold on to the fact that we are not alone; sadly there is a vast community out there with the same problem, and perhaps together we can find the strength and will to come back to life.  After all, if you did not on some level believe this, you would not be in this group.   

If you could take just a few minutes to read a section or two, or even just to rant on my blog about E.D's and treatment, I would be so happy to hear from you. 

The link is:  https://sites.google.com/site/iamfatonline/Home

To leave a comment, please go to the Comments section and you will be linked back to my LJ account, to have your say.  So have your say!  Share!  I will gladly listen, and with your help perhaps a publisher will catch on to my book, and this one small story will urge others to listen also!  Never stop having your say.  

Thank you for your time! 

All the best and the brightest,


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Friday, January 18th, 2008

Posted by:crystal131.
Time:11:15 pm.
Mood: FAT.

does anyone want to recieve/give support??
a weight loss partner/ competetor??

email me

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Monday, January 14th, 2008

Subject:This is Me
Posted by:missmenow.
Time:2:22 pm.
Im madi, Im 15 and i have had a ED for 2 years (officially)
I have ednos previously ana and quickly going back that way =]
HW' 132
Lw; 114
Cw' 120
gw1' 110
UGW' 100

Feel free to message me, I love meeting new people
Madi xx
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Sunday, January 21st, 2007

Posted by:painfulxistence.
Time:9:15 am.
hi. i'm new here.



other: anxiety, depression, hypomania, and a selfharmer.

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Saturday, January 20th, 2007

Subject:New here...
Posted by:mac_z.
Time:1:53 pm.
Mood: confused.
I'm not quite anorexic, but I feel like i'm leaning in that direction. I don't eat lunch, nor do I eat breakfast, and sometimes I eat dinner, but not always. I don't want to fall into that becasue I'm a dancer, and I need my strength, but I'm nearly 5' 5" and I weigh about 89...can someone help me from becoming a full fledged anorexic?

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Monday, November 6th, 2006

Subject:Men with anorexia
Posted by:differenceblog.
Time:12:06 pm.
Today's post discusses gender roles as a risk factor for anorexia. Since anorexia is not one of my areas of expertise, I'm interested in hearing back from people who have actually experienced it. I'm especially interested in hearing from male anorexia survivors. Thanks

differenceblog is a daily feature on the study of gender differences
x-posted to ana_debate
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Thursday, July 20th, 2006

Posted by:hg_truth_love.
Time:10:07 pm.
hey all,

so i injured myself badly and cant exercise indefinately. i need adderal to get me through this...because i need to not eat to stay thin, because i cant burn calories. so, suggestions? how do you guys get it? anyone selling/know anyone selling or how to get it on the internet? i really need to help.this is such a horrible situation. thank you!

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Thursday, July 13th, 2006

Posted by:shiacmkmleer.
Time:4:49 pm.
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Sunday, July 2nd, 2006

Posted by:lesik_baby.
Time:6:53 pm.
Sorry, but the previous link about Britney was wrong. Here is correct one...

Wednesday, June 14th, 2006

Posted by:hg_truth_love.
Time:2:03 pm.
hey guys- i knwo this is weird but here goes.

i have been trying to fast for a few days and i have been successful since yesterday morning, however, today i was so hungry and i ended up chewing random food like bread, granola bars, and ham and them spitting it out before i swallowed.  i know some cals prob got down there into my body but afterwards i still felt really empty in my stomach and hungry. do you think i did any damage? please help! thanks!
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Tuesday, June 6th, 2006

Subject:New person
Posted by:bug_girlx.
Time:3:16 pm.
Female age 40

Height 5”1

size small boned

lowest weight 94

goal weight 112

current weight unsure maybe 115?

I spend years at 130, which I was stuck at, and every time I complained about my knee hurting the doctors would say I was over weight and they would not help until I was no longer fat.

highest weight 140 (which was grossly fat for me)

I am doing ok, but it gets so hard, when you are at goal or close to it.

I just wanted to say hi, and lend support.
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Sunday, May 7th, 2006

Subject:please help
Posted by:yousavedmelord.
Time:5:39 pm.
hi i'm new in this community - well have been watching it now for a couple of months but this is my first post.

i really need help in staying thin - for about 5 weeks i was not eating and was fasting - only drinking water and it was great managed to lose just over 3 stone.
but the last couple of weeks - i'd say probably about 3 - ive been binge eating contenstly - but only purging occassionally - as i find it really difficult and restricking - as my family, friends and flat mate are normally around.
I want to get back to fasting -but now i've been eating my body wants food - so i'm just after some tips and ideas how to focus myself away from food.
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Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006

Posted by:flamegirl_kitty.
Time:5:43 pm.
While reading this community, I noticed that there are many loving and caring people who have been hurt badly in so many different ways. There are many ways that help is available, and I'm hoping that my community can ease some of your demons.

It doesn't say in the userinfo page that I cannot do this, so here I go and I am terribly sorry if this offends anyone. And if it does, the mod can delete this entry immediately.

I created a community a while ago called
</font></a></font></strong></a>attemptfailed: for people who have attempted suicide. It is not a pro- suicide community, but it is one for people to tell their story, get advice, find people to relate to, etc. There is much more about it in the userinfo page, but I thought I'd give a little introduction to the community in case anyone out there is interested.

Take care everyone.
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Thursday, March 16th, 2006

Posted by:idreamofshoebox.
Time:9:12 pm.
I am so close to relapsing. 5'6", 106 lb, and disgusting. I am really getting serious about ballet and realized how far I am from being like the girls at SAB. I really want to fast but I'm afraid of losing strength that I need for pointework, etc.

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Saturday, March 11th, 2006

Posted by:me_ontheinside.
Time:10:40 pm.
Hi..Me here.
I'm new..
H: 5'6''
W: 110
I used to be about 115, and never had a problem with my image, till I realised that with a bit less on my waist.. I might look like I have more boobs, and a bit less wobbel on my thighs I might like wearing a skirt more.
Now I lost it on my legs.. but my back I still have some pokable fat.. the only place I do. I have no intention of takin this to the extream. I am not going lower than 100.
I just don't like eating, because I'm scared of putting weight on. My Mum and My broher both suffer from obecity, and I DO NOT want to be like that. So I'm used to hunger.
Noraml day's food, I have cereal.. then a cereal bar around noon, at least 2 peices of fruit, possibly a sandwich and half a meal later on at lunch. It's enough to keep me going, without feeling weak (I do alot of exercise) and not quite enought to make me put any weight on. Some times I will go somehere and eat until I'm full, and since I fear destroying my teeth, I just eat nothing for a day or so. I'm doing ok. Staying at 110... makes me smile. One day I will try eating normally and seeing if I put weight on. I've never been more that 120. Then maybe I could eat comfortably
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Monday, February 27th, 2006

Posted by:katconfessional.
Time:2:14 am.
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Sunday, February 26th, 2006

Posted by:prettyrecovery.
Time:3:15 pm.
Hi I've just joined this community. I am looking for pictures of famous ladies with curves.
I am recovering from an eating disorder and I am using famous 'normal' women to help me gain weight so that I can put the pics on my fridge and see that you can be beautiful and 'normal' too.
I've bought a couple of magnets with Marilyn Monroe and betty page if anyone has any good pictures or any other good famous women pls reply to this and I can print off the best ones and pop them on my fridge to help me to get to my goal of a BMI of 21 :)
thanks x
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Saturday, February 25th, 2006

Posted by:pixiepiex.
Time:2:22 pm.
Hi darlings,

I'm new here.

I need your help! I'm doing a persuasive speech in class about encouraging anas to eat. (how hillarious!)

Any ideas??

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Thursday, February 9th, 2006

Posted by:amieeana4.
Time:8:33 pm.
I have one question for you lovely ladies...

Don't you just love being thin?

It is worth all the tears, the hunger pains, the starving ourselves just to see through the beauty on the inside,

the beauty of our bones.

<3 Amiee
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